I got into UQ! Next year is officially going to be NOT a waste of time. Unlike this year. Which was completely wasted. I've enrolled, and I've mapped out a timetable on paper that gives me Thursdays and Fridays off. Fingers crossed I get in early enough to get those classes.
Unfortunately, the awesome mood that put me in was dampened rather severely when Kahli texted me. Kahli was the girl who shared a house with me and Jess from November last year till March this year. We were all really good friends. She suddenly moved out (after I already had) and totally fucked Jess over. She also kinda fucked me over because of bills. Jess and I had been trying to give her a better life, because before she moved in with us she was on drugs and in an abusive relationship and an alcoholic. We (mainly Jess) changed that completely. But then all of a sudden she just went back to it all. Through all that hard work back in Jess' face. They'd been friends for something like 8 years. Out of the blue tonight she decided to text both of us. Now Jess is horribly depressed again, and she'd been doing really well lately. I'm so angry at Kahli. She had no right to contact her. Stupid bitch.
In other news, I got my tattoo touched up today. It killed. It was so much more painful than getting it done in the first place. I'm also sick. The kittens are playing and attempting to adventure. They're so cute. I'm not looking forward to parting with them. And work is still good. Busy. Really busy. And I had to give away my 8 hour shift today because of this stupid illness. Ugh. I have work tomorrow night and then two days off and then five days in a row. I hope I get better before those five days start. Because if I don't, I'll probably stay sick all through them, and then be sick for Christmas. And I refuse to let this Christmas suck in any way. I've put way too much effort and money into it!
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Kittens and Stuff
Sometimes I wish more people read my blog. People I don't know even. I wish I had more people who could give me advice. But at the same time, I don't want everyone to know about everything I write here. This conflict complicates things.
My cat had her kittens the night I last blogged. Well, technically it was the next morning. I woke up at 2:30am to her meowing really loudly. As soon as I got out of bed, she stopped. At the end of my bed was this tiny little grey kitten. She'd already cleaned and fed him. Once I was there, she left him with me and went under the bed to keep giving birth. I watched while she had another two. I sat there for another 45 minutes while she cleaned and fed them, and all I had to do was pass her the first born (she'd apparently decided I could look after it). She was amazing. Since nothing was happening, I went back to bed. But when I got up in the morning, there were two more! Five perfect little kittens. There are three boys and two girls. At the moment, a little girl temporarily (or potentially permanently) named Panda is my favourite. I'll be keeping one, and if I had to choose right now it would be her. She's loud and super cute, with really interesting markings. I'm super proud of Mai. She's an amazing little mother, especially considering she's only 10 months old herself.
I'm still slogging away at my job. Getting a lot of hours, which is good and bad. Mostly good - I need the money for Christmas. Tiny bit bad because I'm pretty much tired all the time now. But that's okay. It's only for a couple of months, then Christmas period will be over and it'll be back to just a few days a week. At least it's a pretty good job.
I'm back on my calorie counting tomorrow too. Made the most of it tonight - chicken nuggets and chips for dinner, ice cream and Milo for dessert. I might even have some more Milo when I climb into bed to read. Or when I plonk down in front of the TV to watch Frasier. Whichever I decide on doing. I'm looking forward to it though. I've felt so heavy and unhealthy this last week. I can't wait to get my exercise bike. *yearns*
Karli and I are learning to squeeze each other in. We're both working so much now. It's important to me though, that we spend time together, because she really is an amazing person. I'd hate to lose her for any reason. Plus, it's just fun hanging out with her. She gets me. I never have to pretend or force anything with her.
I've been seeing Emily a bit lately too, which is really good. She's having a rough time, and I'm glad I can brighten her day, even if it's only for five minutes.
I do miss staying over at Jessica's house though. I haven't in ages because of the cat pregnancy, and I won't be staying anywhere overnight for another couple of weeks yet, until I'm certain the kittens are developing properly.
Less than a month until Christmas! That's exciting and daunting at the same time. I love Christmas, but I still have so many gifts to buy! *freaks out a bit* It'll be okay though! I'll get them.
Also, I REALLY want to know if I got into UQ. If I didn't, I'm not studying first semester next year, and I need to make sure I'll be getting enough hours at work to do that. I better get an offer in the first offer round. I don't wanna wait till January.
My cat had her kittens the night I last blogged. Well, technically it was the next morning. I woke up at 2:30am to her meowing really loudly. As soon as I got out of bed, she stopped. At the end of my bed was this tiny little grey kitten. She'd already cleaned and fed him. Once I was there, she left him with me and went under the bed to keep giving birth. I watched while she had another two. I sat there for another 45 minutes while she cleaned and fed them, and all I had to do was pass her the first born (she'd apparently decided I could look after it). She was amazing. Since nothing was happening, I went back to bed. But when I got up in the morning, there were two more! Five perfect little kittens. There are three boys and two girls. At the moment, a little girl temporarily (or potentially permanently) named Panda is my favourite. I'll be keeping one, and if I had to choose right now it would be her. She's loud and super cute, with really interesting markings. I'm super proud of Mai. She's an amazing little mother, especially considering she's only 10 months old herself.
I'm still slogging away at my job. Getting a lot of hours, which is good and bad. Mostly good - I need the money for Christmas. Tiny bit bad because I'm pretty much tired all the time now. But that's okay. It's only for a couple of months, then Christmas period will be over and it'll be back to just a few days a week. At least it's a pretty good job.
I'm back on my calorie counting tomorrow too. Made the most of it tonight - chicken nuggets and chips for dinner, ice cream and Milo for dessert. I might even have some more Milo when I climb into bed to read. Or when I plonk down in front of the TV to watch Frasier. Whichever I decide on doing. I'm looking forward to it though. I've felt so heavy and unhealthy this last week. I can't wait to get my exercise bike. *yearns*
Karli and I are learning to squeeze each other in. We're both working so much now. It's important to me though, that we spend time together, because she really is an amazing person. I'd hate to lose her for any reason. Plus, it's just fun hanging out with her. She gets me. I never have to pretend or force anything with her.
I've been seeing Emily a bit lately too, which is really good. She's having a rough time, and I'm glad I can brighten her day, even if it's only for five minutes.
I do miss staying over at Jessica's house though. I haven't in ages because of the cat pregnancy, and I won't be staying anywhere overnight for another couple of weeks yet, until I'm certain the kittens are developing properly.
Less than a month until Christmas! That's exciting and daunting at the same time. I love Christmas, but I still have so many gifts to buy! *freaks out a bit* It'll be okay though! I'll get them.
Also, I REALLY want to know if I got into UQ. If I didn't, I'm not studying first semester next year, and I need to make sure I'll be getting enough hours at work to do that. I better get an offer in the first offer round. I don't wanna wait till January.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Scary Stuff
One of my best friends literally could have died about an hour ago. Some guy tried to mug him. Pressed a knife into his back. Fortunately my friend dropped his phone, and when he went to pick it up the guy didn't move. So my friend bolted. He's pretty fit because he plays indoor soccer, so he got away pretty easily. But what would have happened if he hadn't dropped his phone? Or if the guy had stopped him from picking it up? It really makes you appreciate your friends...you know...when they almost die.
On a happier note, Harry Potter was amazing. Of course, it always is. But they did a fantastic job with this movie, and it was so different from the others. I think taking away the Hogwarts setting really changed the movie. And for the first time, I was actually impressed by Emma Watson's acting. Maybe she won't be crap after Harry Potter. I also like her new haircut. She chopped it all off. Looks quite good on her.
I was going to do a big, proper blog, but I'm really tired.
On a happier note, Harry Potter was amazing. Of course, it always is. But they did a fantastic job with this movie, and it was so different from the others. I think taking away the Hogwarts setting really changed the movie. And for the first time, I was actually impressed by Emma Watson's acting. Maybe she won't be crap after Harry Potter. I also like her new haircut. She chopped it all off. Looks quite good on her.
I was going to do a big, proper blog, but I'm really tired.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Quick News Break
I switched my preferences around on my uni application. I put the double degree first. Which means there's a good chance I'll be starting a four-and-a-half year course next year. I'm really looking forward to getting back to real uni. USQ was such a half-assed version, and I just hated it. It's such a relief that it's over. I actually ended up skipping my last exam. There was absolutely no chance I'd pass it, since I'd only done the first five weeks' worth of readings. I just didn't care anymore.
So now I'm on holidays, and it's really really nice to not have uni stress in the back of my mind 24/7. I can relax guilt free for the first time since the semester started. I've still got work of course, but it's not like it's full time or anything. Freedom is sweet.
I'm starting to think about maybe wanting a relationship finally. I'm still not going to actively look for one, but I'm not totally opposed to it anymore. I even have a sort-of crush. I doubt it'll become anything though.
My kitten is going to have kittens any day now. It seems so bizarre, because she's only 9 months old. But she's having them anyway! Little tart. The vet said there's three or four babies in there. She's very miserable at the moment because I've been keeping her inside ever since I found out, which was a week and a half ago. She's definitely an outside cat. She's also extremely affectionate, which was cute at first, but now it's just irritating. She's constantly all over me. I can't wait till she has the babies. They're gonna be so cute, and I get to keep one.
Turns out tattoos really don't hurt that much. People make them out to be such a big deal, but mine was pretty much right on the bone and it wasn't that bad at all. *shrugs* I dunno what the big deal is. Pumped for my next one though! Won't be till after Christmas :(
I think that's about all I have to say today.
So now I'm on holidays, and it's really really nice to not have uni stress in the back of my mind 24/7. I can relax guilt free for the first time since the semester started. I've still got work of course, but it's not like it's full time or anything. Freedom is sweet.
I'm starting to think about maybe wanting a relationship finally. I'm still not going to actively look for one, but I'm not totally opposed to it anymore. I even have a sort-of crush. I doubt it'll become anything though.
My kitten is going to have kittens any day now. It seems so bizarre, because she's only 9 months old. But she's having them anyway! Little tart. The vet said there's three or four babies in there. She's very miserable at the moment because I've been keeping her inside ever since I found out, which was a week and a half ago. She's definitely an outside cat. She's also extremely affectionate, which was cute at first, but now it's just irritating. She's constantly all over me. I can't wait till she has the babies. They're gonna be so cute, and I get to keep one.
Turns out tattoos really don't hurt that much. People make them out to be such a big deal, but mine was pretty much right on the bone and it wasn't that bad at all. *shrugs* I dunno what the big deal is. Pumped for my next one though! Won't be till after Christmas :(
I think that's about all I have to say today.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Update!
Sorry I haven't blogged in a while guys. I've been pretty flat out really, and on my days off (when I get them) I've just wanted to lounge around and be useless. But I've returned!
I ended up applying for uni again. My first two preferences are both UQ, which is where I wanted to go in the first place. They're the only major university in Queensland that actually offer an English major in their Arts program. Not English Literature, not English as a second language - just English. THANK YOU. So that's preference number one - BA at UQ majoring in English. Haven't decided yet whether to put Literature as a second major, or just do the one major and some electives. I'll figure that out if I get in. Second preference is their double degree, Education/Arts. All my other preferences are Education programs at other universities.
Work has become 'just work'. It's still okay, I don't hate it or anything. But it's still retail, and it's still just a casual job. Until I start some kind of fulfilling career, I'll never be truly happy with a job. It's definitely bringing in the moolah though.
I'm finally getting my first tattoo on Saturday. I'll post a photo when it's finished. I'm so excited. Dad asked me if he could get the same one, he loved the design so much. It says Ben in this childish font, with a screwdriver under it. Ben is my two-and-a-half year old brother, for those who don't know, and his favourite things in the whole world are screwdrivers. It's going on my foot, between the ankle bone and heel. Dad said he's also getting one on the other foot with my name and a book.
I finished all my assignments for this semester, which is a huge relief. Now I just have three exams to study for, and from 10:30am on November 12th I will be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! That is a very good thing, because this semester has driven me nuts. Ugh. Stupid USQ. I hate it.
Well, I don't think I have any other news. Mai is just being her cute, kitten-y self. Oh, my calorie counting is going quite well. I've only had 3 days this month that I've gone over my maximum. I set up an Excel spreadsheet for it, actually. It tells me whether I've lost or gained weight each day, or just stayed the same, depending on my calorie intake for the day. Then it gives me percentages of each for the month. I'm sitting on 48% loss, and most of the rest is 'same'. Pretty happy with myself. I'm not weighing myself, but Dad said I've lost weight *happy face*. The best part of calorie counting as opposed to normal dieting is that I can eat anything I like, as long as I don't have too much or I compensate in other ways (like, if I have a chocolate bar, I won't have milk with my dinner). It's great.
Ok, now I don't have any more news for real.
I ended up applying for uni again. My first two preferences are both UQ, which is where I wanted to go in the first place. They're the only major university in Queensland that actually offer an English major in their Arts program. Not English Literature, not English as a second language - just English. THANK YOU. So that's preference number one - BA at UQ majoring in English. Haven't decided yet whether to put Literature as a second major, or just do the one major and some electives. I'll figure that out if I get in. Second preference is their double degree, Education/Arts. All my other preferences are Education programs at other universities.
Work has become 'just work'. It's still okay, I don't hate it or anything. But it's still retail, and it's still just a casual job. Until I start some kind of fulfilling career, I'll never be truly happy with a job. It's definitely bringing in the moolah though.
I'm finally getting my first tattoo on Saturday. I'll post a photo when it's finished. I'm so excited. Dad asked me if he could get the same one, he loved the design so much. It says Ben in this childish font, with a screwdriver under it. Ben is my two-and-a-half year old brother, for those who don't know, and his favourite things in the whole world are screwdrivers. It's going on my foot, between the ankle bone and heel. Dad said he's also getting one on the other foot with my name and a book.
I finished all my assignments for this semester, which is a huge relief. Now I just have three exams to study for, and from 10:30am on November 12th I will be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! That is a very good thing, because this semester has driven me nuts. Ugh. Stupid USQ. I hate it.
Well, I don't think I have any other news. Mai is just being her cute, kitten-y self. Oh, my calorie counting is going quite well. I've only had 3 days this month that I've gone over my maximum. I set up an Excel spreadsheet for it, actually. It tells me whether I've lost or gained weight each day, or just stayed the same, depending on my calorie intake for the day. Then it gives me percentages of each for the month. I'm sitting on 48% loss, and most of the rest is 'same'. Pretty happy with myself. I'm not weighing myself, but Dad said I've lost weight *happy face*. The best part of calorie counting as opposed to normal dieting is that I can eat anything I like, as long as I don't have too much or I compensate in other ways (like, if I have a chocolate bar, I won't have milk with my dinner). It's great.
Ok, now I don't have any more news for real.
Friday, October 8, 2010
Uni
Mind has changed again. I've decided to apply for a Bachelor of Education at Griffith, with UQ and QUT as back up preferences for next year. I couldn't stomach the thought of just working in retail all year again. I need to be striving towards something. So that's what I'm gonna do. Teaching has always been in the back of my mind. It's always been my back up career. I feel like I would feel really fulfilled in that job. I want to teach senior secondary, mainly because I think I'd get bored teaching the easier stuff. I want to teach English and History. That's my current plan. We'll see how long it takes for me to change my mind again!
That sickness went away pretty quickly. I had a really good long sleep on Monday night and woke up 100% on Tuesday. Woohoo!
I don't really have much else to talk about tonight. Just thought I'd update y'all on my uni plans :)
That sickness went away pretty quickly. I had a really good long sleep on Monday night and woke up 100% on Tuesday. Woohoo!
I don't really have much else to talk about tonight. Just thought I'd update y'all on my uni plans :)
Sunday, October 3, 2010
It starts off depressing, but don't lose hope!
I hate that even though I enjoy my job, I still spend the entire shift wishing it was home time. I still get that horrible feeling in my gut when I wake up on a work day. Does that ever go away? Will it go away once I have a career, or will it just get worse because I'll be working full time? Is it just retail that does this to me?
I'm sick again. I really really hope it doesn't get awful. At the moment it's just that achy, icky feeling with the lethargy and the headache and such. Made today's shift almost unbearable, but I made it. Sunday rate was worth it. I have tomorrow off now too, which means no work for three days. If that doesn't let me get better, nothing will. I'm so glad I have such nice bosses. Jenny told me not to even worry about swapping shifts, just don't come in. Take some medicine, haha. I still feel bad though, because I haven't been working there long and I didn't want to take any days off until I'd been there at least one month. But after working the whole weekend feeling like crap, the thought of working tomorrow nearly had me in tears. It also means I didn't have to do my assignment tonight and I can do it tomorrow. That's definitely a plus, because I don't think my brain would have functioned enough to let me do an assignment tonight. Too exhausted.
I get my big pay in tomorrow. Pretty pumped for that. I'm going to buy my parents presents for lending me money so many times over the past few months, and I'm also buying Jessica some Microsoft Points because she's dying for some and has no money. I'm buying some of those for me too, and doing a huge grocery shop. Assuming that the servings listed on the recipes are right, I'll be cooking myself 13 meals on Tuesday. I'm just going to freeze them all. I hope they're nice, because I'll have 3 each of 4 of them. The other one is only one because it's a pork chop thing and pork chops are expensive. That one is a treat for myself :) They're all low calorie meals that I found online too - less than 300 calories per serve! Which rocks, because I'm allowed up to 1500 a day, so either I'll lose heaps of weight OR I'll be able to eat chocolate. Lol. Either way. Both options seem pretty good to me!
Anyway, I'm going to curl up in bed and watch a movie, and pray that when I wake up I feel better, not worse. Fingers crossed.
I'm sick again. I really really hope it doesn't get awful. At the moment it's just that achy, icky feeling with the lethargy and the headache and such. Made today's shift almost unbearable, but I made it. Sunday rate was worth it. I have tomorrow off now too, which means no work for three days. If that doesn't let me get better, nothing will. I'm so glad I have such nice bosses. Jenny told me not to even worry about swapping shifts, just don't come in. Take some medicine, haha. I still feel bad though, because I haven't been working there long and I didn't want to take any days off until I'd been there at least one month. But after working the whole weekend feeling like crap, the thought of working tomorrow nearly had me in tears. It also means I didn't have to do my assignment tonight and I can do it tomorrow. That's definitely a plus, because I don't think my brain would have functioned enough to let me do an assignment tonight. Too exhausted.
I get my big pay in tomorrow. Pretty pumped for that. I'm going to buy my parents presents for lending me money so many times over the past few months, and I'm also buying Jessica some Microsoft Points because she's dying for some and has no money. I'm buying some of those for me too, and doing a huge grocery shop. Assuming that the servings listed on the recipes are right, I'll be cooking myself 13 meals on Tuesday. I'm just going to freeze them all. I hope they're nice, because I'll have 3 each of 4 of them. The other one is only one because it's a pork chop thing and pork chops are expensive. That one is a treat for myself :) They're all low calorie meals that I found online too - less than 300 calories per serve! Which rocks, because I'm allowed up to 1500 a day, so either I'll lose heaps of weight OR I'll be able to eat chocolate. Lol. Either way. Both options seem pretty good to me!
Anyway, I'm going to curl up in bed and watch a movie, and pray that when I wake up I feel better, not worse. Fingers crossed.
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