I knew I'd be ok in the morning. That's how it always works :S I'm still not great but I am much better. I feel very disoriented today though. Four major reasons:
1. Last night, that kind of thing fucks with my head. I guess that's the point though.
2. I don't remember falling asleep. I always feel weird after that.
3. I slept till midday. Again, always makes me out of it.
4. I had a dream that I was in a very strong relationship with one of my closest friends. Waking up and realising I was still alone was a bit harsh.
I guess, although I'm totally screwed in the head right now, I am happy. I also figured out what was wrong. It's two things. The major one is that my parents are crap. My mother doesn't give a shit about me, and Dad only does if it doesn't affect his partner, whose name he is getting tattooed on his chest. Ugh. You're going to break up Dad, she treats you like dirt. The second reason is my back pain. But that was just a side thing.
Anyway, I'm off to distract myself.
TC.
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