I'm losing track.

Run baby run;
Forever we'll be;
You and me.

I'm really lonely at the moment. I texted someone and they're not replying. I MSN'd another and got no response. I know it's not the case, but I feel like everyone's blocking me out. Things like this always seem to happen when I'm already down.

I'm so bored with life. I need something new. I know exactly what I want, but I can't have it. At least not right now. So I'm not quite sure what I'm supposed to do now. What do you do when nothing you can have is good enough anymore?

Lately, I just feel like sleeping all day. Nothing is taking my interest. Everything is boring. But when I sleep, I dream. And dreams are interesting. The things I wish would happen in real life do happen in my dreams. So why can't I sleep all the time, and dream all the time? Why do I have to face this boring reality?

Maybe there's nothing out there for me.