Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Ah the revelations.

So I had a busy night as far as people are concerned.
Didn't read Karli's blog till now. So I feel REALLY bad that I didn't ask how she'd BEEN. Rather than how she was. Grr. I'm sorry Karli :(

I did something really brave tonight. Most people never work up the guts to do this. I told someone who I was 99% sure wouldn't be interested in me that I have a crush on them. I nearly threw up about 50 times during the conversation, and I didn't quite get the result I was hoping for, but I feel very accomplished now. Haha, suck on that, lack-of-self-confidence. Bitch. I didn't get the result I expected either though, which is DEFINITELY a good thing. :) Shall see how that little smidgen turns out. Either way I know they'll still be a friend :)

I also found out that my last escapade is actually a horrible, horrible person. He lied to me right from the start, admitted that he uses MySpace to find 18 year old girls to sleep with (he's 24) and tried to make me jealous by telling me that only one girl ever knew the real him, she died a couple of weeks ago, and after we met he went on a date with her and slept with her. Way to respect the dead, you piece of worthless shit. I am so glad I rejected him. Haha. I'm actually in shock, I never thought I'd meet someone so heartless. Like, she just died dude. You didn't care about her at all, obviously. Holy crap.

Feeling a little unfulfilled tonight, but happy nonetheless. Just realised crush is such an immature phrase. Lol. But I do feel like a 13 year old, so I suppose it's quite fitting. I suppose I ought to go to bed now.

Night my dear followers.
xoxo.

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