Tuesday, April 14, 2009

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I love my job. Even though sometimes I say I hate it, sometimes I really would rather do many painful things to myself than go, even though I want to murder 90% of our customers in their sleep along with my fuckwit of a boss; I love it. It just fits for me. It works. Work works. Lol.

You know, I miss the way people used to be. People I know, I mean. Not people in general, they've always been a bit crap. Maybe, though...maybe what I'm missing is how I viewed people when I was different. When I was younger, less mature. Sometimes I feel like some people are below me, and then I feel really guilty. But I know I'm more mature than a lot of the people I know. And I hate that. I can't wait for people to grow up. I'm so old. I just wish some people didn't throw tantrums over shitall and others didn't use stupid phrases and that others could spell and use grammar and MANNERS. What happened to manners anyway? They've left us. I guess I just feel a little separate from my friends, except for a couple of them. Which is a bit crap.

Bianca mentioned this in her blog already, but I too am going to discuss it. Easter is dead for me, because I am old. I don't want to eat mass amounts of chocolate because my body will beat me up for it. There will be vomiting, I promise. I can't anymore. And it doesn't appeal to me anyway. I don't care, it's not exciting, and I don't eat breakfast, especially if it involves easter eggs. I'm glad it's over.

Mindless Self Indulgence were in-freaking-credible live. Absolutely riveting and so energetic. Jimmy, the lead singer, was everywhere at once, all over the stage and down with the crowd, pulling random audience members up there to sing or to be his horse, haha. The drummer Kitty was really getting into it and the guitarist Steve was just slightly crazy and often lying on the floor of the stage while playing. He even smashed a guitar. What a mad guy. It was just awesome being there, feeling the energy. I love concerts. I wish more good ones were coming up but no. Just old bands or the type I don't like - screamo and hardcore. Yuck, pass. Goddammit. Anyway, MSI are my favourite band now. Sorry LP, you've been shafted. You know, I'm not even sure that's the right word, but I figure you'll all get the idea. I need to go to Rocking Horse so I can get all their albums and some other random crap. POSTERS, I NEED POSTERS.

I am single, single single single. Ask me out. Sick of it. Lol. It's so lonesome being unloved. Hahaha. Ah the patheticness...patheticity? Pathetic? What the fuck is the noun for that?

I think I'm gonna go shower. GAH my chest hurts again. DEATH TO YOU, HEART!

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