So I was right. I'm always right, aren't I? He turned out to be a selfish prick, so I shan't be meeting him. Found out I was a depressive and "didn't want to be involved in that kind of thing". Kind of thing? Fuck you, asshole.
I suppose it's probably better for me to stay single until after the roadtrip. I mean, three months at least away from someone I'm in love with? Not awesome. It would put a serious damper on the trip. I just want it to be about spending the time with Bianca and seeing the country and getting some serious life experience. I just don't like being single. But eh. This is far more important to me than anything I've ever aimed for in my life, so finding a boyfriend is rating pretty low. Losing weight and saving money and getting my Ps - they're the priorities.
I finished Mass Effect yesterday. I had no idea what to do - I'd become so involved in the story and the characters. At the end, everyone thought I was dead, and I didn't know if I was (well, my character, you know), and I was so upset. But she was ok! Hoorah! Anyway, so I ended up just starting the game again. It's just the best :)
I'm actually quite excited about Bianca staying at Jimboomba now. I plan to get out there as much as possible with her. It'll be nice to stay in the country and have all that open space. I might ask her to teach me to drive, really basic of course. The backyard is big enough, and she's got an auto so it'll be like starting on easy. Lol. Totally illegal of course - she's only on her Ps. Although, if it's in the backyard, is it still illegal? Who knows.
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Tara, that's exactly what happened with my jerk of an ex Jake. I cried in front of him 'too soon' into the relationship.
ReplyDeleteApparently 'that much emotion' scared him.
So yeah, I know how you feel. Just be glad you found out he's a jerk now, instead of later on down the track.
And haha yes it's still illegal, but who cares? hahax